OK so this blog was inspired by me. After dropping off the little one to daycare, I walked to the car to drive back home and I caught a glimpse of myself in the driver side window. All I could see was ZOMBIE MOM!!! Yes run for your lives here she comes!
OK so I'm looking at my reflection and I am not pleased at all. I know its early morning and all and who am I out here to impress right? Me dammit! The older I have gotten the less interested I am in painting a face on so others could see less blemish. I have dark circles under my eyes, I have had them for years. They aren't going away and most concealers don't do the trick! Even still, whatever! Right??
So yes I look like zombie mom this morning, complete with baggy sweats, dark circles under my eyes, and fuzzy hair poking up in different directions because I took my hat off. I also feel like zombie mom. Not the way you might think, I am not into eating anyone so don't be afraid, your kids are safe. I just feel like I am dragging myself around waiting for something that will inspire a go get 'em response. I feel like I am walking around pretty aimlessly. I think whats happening on the inside of my mind is showing on the outside and man oh man its not pretty.
Zombie mom look sucks. Somethings gotta change.
This blog is dedicated to Jonah and Ryan, my sons in heaven. It is also dedicated to my daughters who give me a reason to stay on this roller coaster ride called life. Being a mom is an incredible gift. The love I have for all of my children is strong and everlasting even through grief. Some days are sunny and others are dark, but I press forward as only a mother can...
Monday, April 11, 2016
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